Academic pressure
Everyone is expecting marks and people who called friends just used me for their own good. I helped everyone ,taught them question they struggle and even let them copy off me (which I am scared to do ) but now all I get is low marks and with upcoming exams that gonna choose my college I am scared and I can't study while my parents shout at me ,my brother fight me or even manipulate me and sometimes use to me get his things done .....my parents scold me for getting low marks but they never asked what I am going through
@Akihito143
You are going through alot.
I'm sorry your parents, brother and friends are not more supportive.
It's good to get study done alone, in a quiet place.
Breaking it down into manageable chunks, to make it easier to take it in 💖
@Akihito143
It sounds like you have been carrying the weight of everyone else’s needs while no one stopped to look at yours. You helped classmates, took risks for them, and ended up isolated when the marks came back low. At home you are surrounded by shouting, tension, and a brother who pulls you into his plans. Studying in that kind of noise is not a simple matter of willpower. It is a fight for space that no one seems to notice. What you wrote has the tone of someone stretched thin in every direction. Wanting to do well, wanting to be dependable, wanting to keep the peace, and getting none of that energy returned. The fear about the upcoming exams makes sense in a world where the stakes feel huge and the support feels absent.
I recognize the shape of that pressure. When the expectations climb but the ground under you keeps shifting, it leaves you feeling like you are failing at things you never had the conditions to succeed in. Your reaction is human. Your exhaustion is earned. Your story reads like someone who has been trying far harder than anyone around them realizes.