Borderline personality disorder
hi is there any listeners out there I want to hear from similar stories like mine , bpd recently diagnosed and carnt get no mental health support for it just therapy. I feel lost and feel like I’m living with two different people inside of me. Grew up in foster care was neglected by my parents and been sexually abused by a family member. I’ve had three flats and it always seems to follow me as he knows people where I’m always living and I’m currently waiting to be moved again but this time I need to go further away. I’m scared of being lonely which I already have but I’m miserable all the time and the professionals are telling me to move away. So hard and scary and always survived in my own and just want to live in peace. Thanks 🙏
@creativePark4551
I genuinely hope you get the kindness, care and support you need 💖
@creativePark4551I'm so sorry you're being stalked by this person, that sounds horrible. It sounds like you're staying as safe as you can. Therapy is good. leaning on support from forums like this one is good too. i'm sure there are people here who can provide suggestions for increased safety if you're in need of ideas while waiting to move. much love to you
Hi cotton candy thank you for replying so much , yes it is very hard and I carnt have confidential conversations with my mother because she’s with with the abuser and that makes it 10x harder for me and can only speak to on here for professionals for support, which always trigger any bpd emotions keep feeling like I’m abandoned and I ditched my two friends I had last year because there also friends with my abuser so I carnt trust anyone either. Xxx 🙏
