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Hii yall let me just say the most traumatic thing happened to me last year around November it was supposed to be s normal school Dat but my angry dad was extremely mad that and he took it all out on me beat me half to death I had scares all over my hands legs still have them my brother tried to call my mom she was out of the city that day my mom called my dad telling him what he was doing for some reason and then he stormed to my brother and took his anger out on him not physically like he did with me but u get the point

It took me 3 months to get comfortable with people being around Me I don't know if what I have is panic attacks but most of the time out of nowhere my heart will start to beat like crazy and I'm shaking and crying and the memories just come back to me my mom tells Mr to get over it it's already been 6 months but I still get these reactions I don't want to be like this I want to be normal like everybody else why am I like this every month my reactions get worse and it's