IDK….

Just wanted to talk it out, I was told by one of my family members that.. when I was a kid certainly my dad tried to had his things done on me. Which shocked me coz I could never even imagine like it’s just so unbelievable to me this person that told me I had a question to her why would she keep quiet about it if it was really that case and why not save me or confront him shame him in front of the world and punish him why just why to ignore as a women as the sole women guardian she’s my grandmother as I don’t have a mother she was the one who was responsible so why ignore and keep quiet, just too many questions that I don’t know but I have to ask but I don’t know how to feel, what to feel, or what to do. I live with them it’s hard but I ignore. Just so confused about things as I’m so unsure to reality of what to believe.