I Made Friends With A Spider
I made friends with a spider
Silly little spider that makes gold webs
Wrinkly little legs
But that's quite alright
The spider loved to give
Gifts of paper and string
Me and the spider were young
But we loved to play
Some days, when it was sad
The spider would nibble at my arm
It hurt a little, but I didn't mind
The spider just got sad sometimes
One day, I had to leave the spider
All alone as I moved away
It made me sad, but that's okay
Me and the spider said goodbye
I made friends with a spider
Who looked just like me
Brown silk, super social
It paired well with a shy kid like me
I talked with the spider
Every single day
I got in trouble sometimes
When the teacher saw
Friends for years, such a long time
Our families met and hung out a lot
Sometimes the spider would nibble at my arm
But it's okay, the spider was just sad
But then the nibbles
Grew to small little bites
They itched and they hurt
But I smiled still
I don't think the spider knew
That the bites hurt the way they did
I wanted to help the poor sad spider
Through everything it went through
One day, the spider got hurt
It called out to me, and I ran to help
But I noticed when I asked for help
The spider would stay on its little web
The spider kept biting
I was told to stay away
...I still talk to this spider
Up to this very day
I made friends with a spider
No, a whole group of them!
3 little spiders
That all spun black webs
The first spider bit quite a bit
And had a thing called 'tough love'
I thought this was okay
Because at least it didn't hurt too much
The second spider, such a tiny thing
But had an attitude the size of a mountain
I don't think this spider liked me as much
It tended to bite other people
The third spider was a little nicer
But was best friends with the second spider
This spider didn't bite, which I'm glad
I just wish it could've stayed
Everyday, I was nibbled and bitten
But I shrugged it off, it's okay
This is what spiders do, right?
You have to get hurt sometimes
One day, the first two spiders
Bit me hard and deep
Blood leaked from my skin
And I sat there crying
The spiders had said many lies
About me, and who I was
They hated me, they pretended to like me
And they exposed that to the world
I got away from the first two spiders
Hoping the third spider would stay
But that little spider chose to go
With the other spiders that hurt me
...
I made friends with a spider
Although this spider was through a screen
There was a whole group of spiders!
So many new ones to talk to!
One spider I talked to
Spun light brown webs
...But they said a lot of things
That nibbled at other people
The spider liked attention
But when trying to get it
They ended up biting
Little nibbles in the end
Another spider, I talked with more
Light brown webs, yet somehow I saw
Slivers of red within their delicate silk
But I ignored it- it's nothing, right?
The spider liked to bite
Over and over
This spider couldn't decide
If it liked me or hated me
This spider mimicked me
Things that was wrong with me
The spiders bites were too painful
I had to run away
But there's another spider
Two, actually, that I liked
They didn't bite at all
These are such nice spiders
...But they're friends with the others
The ones that did bite
One day, something happened
And I couldn't talk to those spiders
...But it's okay!
I'm talking to spiders!
Everyone talks to spiders, right?
...right?
...I guess I keep forgetting
Spiders like to bite
I keep getting hurt
Is it really worth that?
I've been bitten too much
They're poison in my skin
Seeping into my head
And I can't escape
Don't make friends with spiders
It always turns into a fight
And if you already talk to spiders...
...get away before they bite
This poem is an analogy, but the message may be lost, so here's some explanations:
Spiders represent the toxic friends in life.
Webs/silk are mostly just saying their hair color. Helps to identify the spiders. (the red silk in that one spider is the dangerous amount of red flags they had that I ignored)
The nibbles are things that the spiders to that hurt you, and often they don't do it on purpose. It just hurts.
Bites are things they do that hurt you. It hurts a lot. They do it on purpose. Whether its a physical/verbal fight, an argument, etc.
The spider poison is the aftereffects of what happened. Traumatic experiences, bad memories, bad habits, etc.
This entire poem is representing the toxic friends I've had in my life. How they've either hurt me, used me as the therapist friend ("the spider was just sad"), or left me. Be careful of the spiders in your life.