I THINK IM BEING GROOMED BY MY TEACHER

I kinda feel guilty and bad for her, i really wish i didn’t meet her. I feel like im going thru a emotional mirroring episode.

For some reason my teacher always stares at me, and sometimes in class she like favoritism me. It was times where she would just randomly say something to get my attention, also she said I looked like a snack one day. She’ll always bring up how I was in 5th grade, and she also use to try to go thru my phone & demand me to let her see it. & she always use to tell her kids to stand beside me & she always use to ask my friends questions about me. She also use to tell me I made everything complicated. I also think she tries to control me sometimes, I often sometimes like to make her think that I hate her and I feels she does the same exact thing. She use to give me extra attention in class every single day, she’ll just randomly make me the topic of conversations and when I’ll confront her about it she’ll say “ not everything is about you”. She also use to say she’ll add me on social media when I turned 18 but I’ve noticed that she’ll add other students on her social media besides me. and it’s like Everytime in class I’ll act like I don’t see her and she’ll do they same thing. She also use to get mad at kids when they would bring up her marriage around me, but one day I got mad at her & cussed her out, later I found out that she said something about me. I tried to call my cousin and she answered the phone and told me my cousin was busy  and I hung up and when class was ending my cousin left and she said that I needs to get a life in a joking manner and  I sent her a long email and I told her I was going to get myself together and to never speak to me again. We haven’t spoke in 2 years she had a baby and I feel like she hid her pregnancy from me bc i asked her was she pregnant and she said no but since then we haven’t spoken. Im moving to a different state next week & I think the might try to contact me in some way to try to regain a connection.