Little me

Heyy

I'm 16.

So, when I was 13 in my 8th grade, a guy named Yash always followed me around, always knowing where I was and where I had been. He told everything to my friends, and then, when I turned 14, he continued following me, this time more often, saying he wanted to talk to me and all. Even when I said no, he kept following me. The thing was, he was 21-something, and I was a minor. This continued again and again until one day he threatened me to come into a forceful relationship, even though I didn't want to. I never told my parents about him because they would've restricted me from going out, attending regular school, or going to tuition.

But then, on 28th October, I remember the exact date, he forced me to come into a relationship somehow. I again said no and literally begged him, but he said no until he told me, "Give me a kiss and I'll leave you alone." I made a big mistake by saying yes to this. I went to him even though I didn't want to and sat inside his car. He kissed me and touched me in places I hate, but then he stopped. It was just him touching my breast. Then I went home feeling disgusting.

After that, he again forced me to stay in the relationship, and I did for two months until 25th December, when I finally told my parents about this. My parents didn't raise a case, saying that no one would marry me if someone got to know about it. Typical Indian parents' behaviour. But then they stopped me from going out, restricted everything, and I even left my city for studies. I had to cover my face whenever I went out. This trauma affected everything. I lost my communication skills and literally started shaking whenever I met new people.

I still remember him, as he still follows me when I'm back in my city. I'm unable to focus on my studies and all.