Manpulative parents

After living under their roof for 24 year i discovered how manipulative my parents were, all actions they did was to feel good about themselves and not having any responsibilities. Fights were blamed on me just to not admitting that they were wrong.

Now after getting married and leaving them, i discovered that i am the one who took care of herself. But being pregnant makes feel like i need a family and a mom but i can’t have them back in my life they way they were , they will manipulate me again and i don’t want that for my child.

i feel alone….