Mental numbness
I am going through some mental numbness I don't know what to do I have dropped from University after 2 years because my parents can't pay they didn't let me do job either now they are saying they don't have money so I can't go to university my dad abused and used to beat up when we were kids and even now he were verbally abuses us even though I am grown up and my siblings as well but the thing is we feel so uncomfortable around him that I don't know what to do in this situation I like everything will day 24/7 that my mind has stopped working I used to studies but not anymore I feel mentally account to decision making I I have zero risk taking mentality at this point once I tried to do cycling at night at my friend cycle he came up and humiliated me in front of my friends and told me to never do cycling again. He would even beat us up because we talked in the car or if we laugh he will come home and beat us after why you dare to laugh open the mirror of the car. Once in my life I went out with my friend and he told us I'll bring your legs and my mom is also sportive even these things to him he always curses . I don't know how to get out of this environment.
@dapperHuman7517
You’re in a terrible situation right now—as I understand it, it’s your toxic father. And on top of that, you can’t move out just yet. In any case, the first thing I want to say is that you’re doing a great job, and you have the right to your own life, your own views, and your own actions. The fact that you’re being humiliated and insulted is awful. Right now, it’s important for you to take at least a little control of your life. Not that you have to change everything radically. No. But at least some things—like sleep, food, walks, and so on. Trying to find a job—if, of course, that’s possible for you. I know how hard it is to get out of situations like this. And the scariest part isn’t the situation itself, but the feeling that you can’t do it, that you don’t have the right. That’s not true. You do. And you can. And you’ll make it through.