Molested as a Child
Everytime I'm in a relationship, for as long as I can remember, all I wanted was sex because I was molested as a child.
All I ever wanted was to sleep with the guy, weather he dumps me or not, I didn't care, as long as I've slept with him, I was satisfied. And this is a result of being molested at just 6years old by various people.
How do I heal from the trauma and start dating not just for sex but to have a proper relationship?
@BeeSting345
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Im.so sorry that you suffered this betrayal 🥺 It's heartbreaking and can be so confusing and confronting. Because our bodies regardless sometimes of the trauma, respond to pleasure, we often associate it with desiring sex, or we can want sex to take back control, so we are doing it, rather than it being done to us. You have been through so much. A relationship is built on trust, respect, boundaries and when these are established first, true intimacy comes, when sex is all it's based on, it will never be fulfilling or anything more. You need to learn that sex can be beautiful and free, not a horrible cruelty inflicted on us. Thank you for sharing your vulnerabilities, I genuinely hope you find a beautiful love story because you deserve it 💜🥰
Thank you so much for your words, I'll take them into consideration and learn to grow with them! I hope now I'll enter into a relationship with a new MINDSET and demand the real truth in what a relationship supposed to be like.
Thanks again!
@BeeSting345
You deserve the best 💕💜
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I went through similar truama as a child. I am so sorry you had to endure this. NO one especially innocent children should be hurt like this! I've been in therapy for about a year now and it is really helping. Another suggestion is learning more about yourself and what you love about life. Not just men. I've been in your shoes and done similar behaviors to feel better and feel validated. You are a beautiful soul who deserves so much good. Look within. As you do the right connection will come with time. Best wishes to you! ❤️
