My trauma ruined me and my future
My ptsd is stuck in my body. I have terrible gut issues. I can't work. I can't shower. I can't do groceries. I can't eat or sleep normally.I stay up all night and sleep all day, I've abandoned study, nightmares are hunting me down, I'm graduating and idk where i will go and what i will do, dad's giving me less and less money, im barely surviving, my sister has a boyfriend and broke all connections with me, mine broke up with me on 22march or February, i don't even remember, I've lost track of time.I miss him. Haven't talked to ppl irl tho i tried finding friends on apps. I've even stopped posting and responding here because im gone. I had articles and stories to write and i can't. Im fatigued and numb
@intellectualGrapefruit6085
*big tight hugs* if ok
You must be in a lot of pain right now, buddy. PTSD sucks (I have them too) It blinded us from what is really and toture us. I understand that it is very overwhelming right now (very overwhelming is much of an underestimation to what you have been through) but things will turns out. We can do this. Don't lose faith.
We are here for you, buddy.
Hugs. I can't. I'm totally lost in track of my life. Only getting older, can't take care of myself, can't eat. Can't find a proper therapist nor proper medication. No support around me only here
@intellectualGrapefruit6085
You are not alone, buddy. Things will turn out, I promise.
You promised. So they have to. They have to 😭❤️
@intellectualGrapefruit6085 You are not alone. I am going through the same. The added pressure of exams is too much. I want to leave my bed and do something but my brain stops responding. I feel so tired all the time. I can't sleep even when I'm sleepy. I feel so alone and so tired. So so so tired.