Overwhelmed

Recently, I went to the hospital, and I don’t have insurance. My bills keep on piling up, and I don’t make enough money. I’m trying to get a full-time job, and I think I might get one soon, but the pay is minimal. Above anything else, I need medication and therapy again. I have schizophrenia, and it’s been hard to manage without medication.

Tonight feels like it won’t end. I feel so scared right now. I wish I could feel relaxed. However, later today, I will have a therapy session. I haven’t had one in a while. I’m not sure what she could do for me since there are many problems, but we’ll see if it helps.

I’m not usually religious, but I pray that this terror will end.