Pain
Everything hurts. Mentally and physically. The mental seems to co exist with the physical. I have been through so much, it's exhausting to list and explain over and over. The flashbacks, the reminders sometimes make me want to push Daisys into my skull. Have I lost my sense of self? My worth has diminished tremendously. Live? For what? What could possibly keep me going at this point? The only thing I feel is pain. All pain. It's at the point where I've become numb it hurts so much. Throw Daisys at me will you?
@MaplePieD13 throws soft rose petals🌹🌹🌹 at you. Because they are beautiful just like you. I hear you though, sometimes it's incredibly hard to get yourself out from this downward spiral. But life can be beautiful, magic and full of love. Hopefully one day not so far from now , that will describe your life ❤ until then I ask you please to reach out to doctors and health professional s. They will be able to advise and help you best, good luck sweetie ❤gives you a giant tiny hug ❤❤