Terrified about memory gaps

𪻠: (I hope this is the right forum for this) So we are a questioning OSDD system and do not usually get amnesia, but I (Two Time) cannot barely remember anything from before I formed, only the small details. I cannot even remember voices and faces. I am distressed since it feels like I missed an entire life and I am an intruder. I can barely even interact with people I "know'" because I cannot even remember anything about them, the only people I really recognize are my family and that is it