The Dinky Dinky trap
'TW'
At the age of 5 my mom and dad were going through a divorce and she tried kidnapping my brother and I from a babysitter's house because she didn't have custody of us so the babysitter's husband did against his front door and blocked it on my mom so she took us out the back door after a little while of being trapped inside the house she got us to the car which was a two-door Vega color blue she put us into the back seat of a car the babysitter's husband came out of his house said he was going to jump on the hood of her car then they skipped around her car she started to say dinky dinky let me go they got inside of her car they had a fight the babysitter's husband told her he was going to break off her arms if she did not give up her car keys to him she told him not to fart in her car we got back out skipped around it some more until my dad showed to me babysitter's husband is my hero and role model because of him I feel sometimes like trapping my mom and chasing her around her car myself I practice just about every day when I can
On days like today I'm able to stand against my door for a while and sometimes it could feel quite enjoyable
I feel like if I were able to that I could do everything at the babysitter's husband did to my mom to her myself that is why I see a therapist because I have so much anger and hatred toward her
@creativeStrings1531 — please let go of that resentment and anger because if you hang onto it, it will fester in your soul. (Your soul is made up of your mind, your will, and your emotions) It will age you and drag you down and it will also distort your appearance if you let it go on long enough. I know a beautiful woman that hung onto the resentment she had for her bf and her entire face changed, she walked around with a perpetual frown from then on out. Six months later she was just grumpy, angry and not a good person to be around. I told her that I wished you'd have listened to me about letting go of resentment and anger but you didn't and your appearance shows it. It was very sad to me.
You got this you are not alone🙃
@melodiemichelle63
I've had so much anger toward her that in the past it's built up to where I've made threats I want her to be at a session a therapy session where I can confront her
@creativeStrings1531 Awww bless your heart 🥰 I can only imagine how difficult all that was to go through... Please reach out to me if I'm online for a chat, okay?
Thank you I will reach up to you
@melodiemichelle63
Yes it was pretty difficult and still is I still have a lot of hard feelings about the day
@melodiemichelle63
The hardest thing was my mom snatching me up after she had a fight in the driveway between the babysitter and the babysitter's husband and asking an adult question to a 4 or 5-year-old around the corner from the house in her car when the other child that she had was taken into the babysitter's house along with the babysitter's kids She asked this child if she should go back into the house
Waiting on my therapist to return or one of them I have two therapist which is good My one therapist is away waiting to get her license in the mail
Dinky dinky doubt it out
Dinky dinky doubt it out
Going to start seeing a third therapist
Dinky dinky doubt it out
I feel like if I had the opportunity that I would be able to do everything the babysitter's husband did just like he did suddenly and against my mom's will
Dinky dinky you stinky doubt it out