The Dinky Dinky trap
'TW'
At the age of 5 my mom and dad were going through a divorce and she tried kidnapping my brother and I from a babysitter's house because she didn't have custody of us so the babysitter's husband did against his front door and blocked it on my mom so she took us out the back door after a little while of being trapped inside the house she got us to the car which was a two-door Vega color blue she put us into the back seat of a car the babysitter's husband came out of his house said he was going to jump on the hood of her car then they skipped around her car she started to say dinky dinky let me go they got inside of her car they had a fight the babysitter's husband told her he was going to break off her arms if she did not give up her car keys to him she told him not to fart in her car we got back out skipped around it some more until my dad showed to me babysitter's husband is my hero and role model because of him I feel sometimes like trapping my mom and chasing her around her car myself I practice just about every day when I can
I go see one of my therapists this week I still struggle quite a bit because I have hard feelings toward my mom
I go see one of my therapists this week I still struggle quite a bit because I have hard feelings toward my mom
So I get to go see my two therapist this week which is nice One of them though is leaving at the end of next month or at the beginning of next month because she is a college intern and she's graduating but she has been offered a job at the clinic that I go to so she asked me if I wanted to remain a client of hers and I told her yes
So I get to go see my two therapist this week which is nice One of them though is leaving at the end of next month or at the beginning of next month because she is a college intern and she's graduating but she has been offered a job at the clinic that I go to so she asked me if I wanted to remain a client of hers and I told her yes
Today is a dinky dink day to me I'm going to see one of my therapists that I like I like both of my therapists they both have different styles
Today is a dinky dink day to me I'm going to see one of my therapists that I like I like both of my therapists they both have different styles
I told my therapist yesterday that I will never be able to forgive my mom She put me in a predicament to never forgive her She asked a four or five-year-old if she should go into a house She drove this child around the corner while the babysitter and her husband took the other son and their children inside the house She drove this four or five-year-old son around the corner and asked if she should go back into the house The adults were ones that should have handled the situation
I've been talking to my therapist both of them and I have two sides to me I have the Jason side which is barbaric and then I have the Jennifer side which is sweet and soft and beautiful and the Jason side mimics the babysitter's husband Jennifer is more nurturing I think I want to be to Jennifer side more I've talked to my therapist and I wear dresses there and skirts sometimes but yes I think I'm going to be the Jennifer side more and this Friday when I go to see my one therapist I'm going to wear a dress and she and I are going to go to the bookstore to get me comfortable walking in public in my dress
I've been talking to my therapist both of them and I have two sides to me I have the Jason side which is barbaric and then I have the Jennifer side which is sweet and soft and beautiful and the Jason side mimics the babysitter's husband Jennifer is more nurturing I think I want to be to Jennifer side more I've talked to my therapist and I wear dresses there and skirts sometimes but yes I think I'm going to be the Jennifer side more and this Friday when I go to see my one therapist I'm going to wear a dress and she and I are going to go to the bookstore to get me comfortable walking in public in my dress
I have one more session with my therapist my therapist is going to be getting her New York state license so I will have to be waiting on her to get her license in order to see her again it's sad because I've been making progress with her