hiya

I’m haddie, and let me give you a //TW for grooming & self h4rm//

I’ve been groomed two times, one manipulated me into thinking he’d love me forever and exposed me to R34, aware of my age. My other groomer forced me into NSFW roleplays and manipulated me into thinking it wasn’t gonna be that bad. It made me extremely uncomfortable and I couldn’t refuse because I knew they wouldn’t care. We would go on Whiteboard Fox and roleplay there, and yes. SHE FORCED ME INTO DRAWING LITERAL P*RN. It made me extremely uncomfortable and I could do nothing about it, I dropped them last month. The groomer I introduced first of course manipulated me and exposed me to really dirty things. After we both broke up, he started harassing me and telling me to harm myself/and sent death threats. He also manipulated my friend into hating me even though I did nothing wrong. He encouraged his friends to raid my discord server and spam literal gore which left me traumatized and drove me into getting random bursts of anxiety throughout the day. He used my friend to harass me more but thankfully my friend unfriended my groomer and blocked him. I’m still recovering to this day and I worry about my future relationships.