4-9: PTSD likely...

A few years ago, I was home alone...

That is where it starts but that's all I really want to share.

I can't shake this feeling that I'm in danger somehow. Dark parking lots, people "following me" on the road, staring eyes... it's happened a little too often to be coincidence, says my brain. You're not welcome here.

My dad has PTSD from the military. And I get it from a break in. At least, I think I do. I think a little too often these days. It also feels like I... can't blink or I'll miss a chance to react.

...I'm really tired. I really should go to the doctor for lots of issues. I miss my mom. And I'm *really* tired.