Adults Suck
Abusive parents my whole life. None of my friends know how to deal with my PTSD because Ive been conditioned for 16 years and its so hard. I can go from laughing and having fun to dissociation by you touching my arm. Had an ex grab me as I tried to leave the room in a non-aggressive way, just to be like no babe dont go yet and I legit hid under the bed and cried for half an hour. No one could touch me. No one knows what to do with me and to be honest I dont blame them because I dont know what to do with me.
I also come from a home with abusive parents. My dad sexually abused me for years and my mom mentally and emotionally abused me. It can be so hard to trust people after these events but you have to remember not everyone is an awful person. And that you have people that love and care about you. Of course this is so hard and I still struggle with the touching part also. And everything in between. Just remember to breathe and remind yourself you
