Almost murdered
They say you're more likely to be murdered by someone you know, rather then by a stranger. It's all to true. I met a man from online a few years back. He seemed nice. Not one red flag went up when we met. We ended up having sex. Stayed in contact. Couple months later we decided to hook-up again. Huge mistake. He didn't want to pick me up around people. He told me to meet him at this empty lot, and I did. The second I get into his car I sensed something. He was different then last time. His energy, voice, movement, aditude. He was honestly like a whole other person. We get to his house, and he starts getting aggressive. Demanding, forceful. I ended up getting scared when he forcefully [explicit content removed - possible trigger - basically describing rape - @cristiana33]. I freaked out, pushed him off of me. I demanded he take me home. As we were driving he started questioning me. If anyone knew where I was. If I had told my family I loved them recently. Very odd, disturbing questions. I had this horrible gut feeling that something bad was going to happen. I told him my cousin is up waiting for me, that I gave her his number and picture incase my phone died so she could still reach me. He then dropes me off at the end of my street and speeds off. He seemed possessed.
Hey!
I'm really sorry this happened to you. Most aggressive guys do have an ability to seem pretty charming at first. No wonder it was a traumatic experience for you! I had to remove very explicit words from your message as they might trigger other people around here.
Are you safe now? When did this happen? We are all here to support you!
@Jadybaby
It takes so much strength and courage to share such a traumatic event - thank you for finding that strength to survive and share.
as above I just wanted to let you know you are not alone and its okay to need and seek support when dealing with something as traumatic as this - you didn't deserve this to happen to you.
Hope you are looking after yourself and please reach out if you want to