Diary
Hi Diary,
Feeling okay today. bit of low energy when I woke up. Mostly chugging along through work today. I got a message from Amanda from Okcuppid yay! still waiting for her to respond again.
Situation with my landlord is not resolved yet. I didn't get a response from him last night. I'll maybe give it a few days and ask him again next Monday. Definitely felt triggered by his anger, but feeling calm about resolving the issue step by step. I seem to have 3 bars of cell service in my apt now, and I'm having better luck with calls, so I think I will go forward with trying to receive/send calls, while I wait for the issue with my landlord to resolve.
-Day
Watched this sad episode I shouldn't have watched.
Seem to have trouble letting go of my feelings. I guess I want someone to witness them. So glad Avery showed up for me yesterday, but I wonder why it didn't feel like enough. I guess I want someone to understand my inner workings but that seems so impossible to be so close to someone and not feel violated by it.
Listening to Silence by Khalid