ladylazarus1971
March 8th, 2016
Oh, what an awful situation to find yourself in! I am so sorry, honey. I doubt there is a single thing I could write that would make you feel better. But, please know that there is an entire community of wonderful people here on 7 Cups ready and willing to support you in any way that we can. Hang in there however you can, and do not hesitate to ask for a 1-1 support chat with a Listener, or reach out to the great groups in some of the support chat rooms who can help perhaps talk you through some of your feelings and pain. Heck, even check out some diversionary forum threads like "Worst Joke Ever" for deep belly laughs, or "Hobbies" to give your mind a short break from focusing on this disturbing realization.
Much love to you!