Effort
Today I made an effort to get up by 9, but got up at 11. I made an effort to eat breakfast, but couldn't stomach it. I made an effort to talk to my dad, but he ignored me. I made an effort to impress him by getting a second job, but he's still disappointed. I made an effort to make him happy but cleaning, but he still won't pay attention to me. I'm sitting here making an effort to sleep, but to no avail.
I wonder what I am doing wrong. Why do I care. I've been trying so hard to make him happy for so long, but I've never gotten anything. I'm just a broken child, and I don't know what to do with myself.
-6/14/22
Sending lots of love your way! You are doing an amazing job and i hope you know that. I'm so sorry that your efforts are not being noticed and appreciated. I can relate to that fully. Just know that if nothing you do is ever good enough for someone that is their own issue not yours. I see your amazing efforts and i applaud you.
