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This one time they all pulled my arm until my wrist was black and blue knowing I deserved it and that I had to protect them from being accused I made the rest of my arm black and blue .. when I explained to my psychiatrist she laughed it off issued a anti anxiety med to go with the zoloft that was already making me sick .. I lost my voice .. I outed myself to my abusers handing over my stash of testosterone.. I dont trust psychiatrists
@pieceoftar
Thank you for sharing your story and being so brave. Sharing you experiences not only helps others but helps you heal as well.
As for what happened, you did what anyone would have done and that's to do anything to survive. That is your sole purpose when being abused or hurt in anyway. I am so beyond proud of you for telling someone even though it didn't turn out the way it should have :(
I want you to know that not all psychiatrists are like that. Not all people are here to hurt you and I hope you find someone who keeps you safe soon. We all love and support you here on cups and there are many resources we can provide here.
Sending love,
Ocean (Brooke)
