Farewell

Dearest members and listeners of the trauma sub community who know me.

This is a good bye from me. In the time I have been here, I have met a lot of amazing people, Id say that in the end, Id like to think that in the long run, theres been more good that has come from here then the bad things that are making me leave, and that is what I want to hold onto and remember as I say my goodbyes.

Thank you to everyone of you who has reached out to me with love and care, who has offered support to me as I have journeyed here and tried to make sense of senseless things. Thank you for holding my hand as Ive grown up, taught me what compassion and unconditional love is. Ill always hold a very special place for each of you in my heart. Ive learnt to open my heart and mind, and accept help and support, to be okay with not being okay, and to reach out for support from the right people.

Sometimes its hurt, but a lot of the times its healed me, and for that I will always be truly grateful for you having been a shining light in my life. They do say that all good things come to an end, and I guess Ive seen this coming for some time. Im hurt now as I leave, because Id have rather it was because I was ready and stronger and i felt more secure to branch off and become independent, without the need for support. But I know Im not there yet, but I will find a way, as we all will and all do somehow, somewhere...