Hell for two years

So ik that this doesn't come close to the crap others have gone through, but I think that it is kinda important..... For 2 years I was bullied about my crushes, my acne, everything, and I became very self conscious and anxious and depressed, and a few months ago I was diagnosed with PTSD, and I was doing well for a while, till I crashed again.... I'm truly terrified considering I was 10 when this all started and I'm now 13 and still suffering.... So yeah that's me