I hope things will get better for all of us

Hi : ) you stumbled upon my rambling, welcome!

I have been dealing with intense stress these couple weeks. The first thing because someone i trusted exposed my explicit pictures on nsfw websites, and they have been spreading so fast. I was shocked and hurt at first, but more scared if my family and friends got to know this matter.

I was blinded by the stress and trying to hire a hacker from a certain website. I didn't realize the hacker was a scammer. I sent them my id to do verification of my real identity. And then for a couple days, i got scammed, the scammer keeps on asking me for more payment (happening until now which i have been ignoring too). I lost around $7700-8000.

For now i have been trying to deactivate all my socials, cutting off connections, and i feel like this is the lowest point in my life now. I have no one to tell about this problem as i'm afraid to bother them. I have no other options besides ignoring and blocking people for now.

Well, at the very least, i hope things will get better, for all of us. Who have been through a lot, it must have been really hard to just survive to live another day. Let's try to stay positive : )