I think I was raped
I think he raped me I was sleeping he held me down and hit my head off the wall I can't hear out of my left ear. Im scared and confused
When I was 14 years old, I was "dating" a 20 year old guy. He lived in the town over from me and we had met online. I say "dating" because he called himself my boyfriend and I called myself his girlfriend, but now that I am 21, I see how twisted that is. I know sex between us is already statatury rape, but I think I mightv'e actually been raped.. I dont know. I know I was given a lot of alcohol by him. I know I started off the night telling myself it wasnt going to happen. I dont remember saying no, but I also dont remember agreeing to it. is that rape? or just poor judgement? I was told it was rape because i was given a lot of alcohol so i couldnt actually consent and because i was so young but i dobnt know