I was molested by my father's friend *trigger warning*

Seven years ago, my father and I went to see his best friend. We visited him at his flat (I was 15 at that time). I had always had fun with my dad's friend. He had always been funny and he had always drunk a lot. Me, my dad and his friend were sitting at his living room. My dad's friend asked my dad to repair his TV as it had broken down a few days prior to our visit. I was sitting behind my dad and watched how he was repairing the TV when suddenly my dad's friend started to massage my back. I thought he just wanted to be nice so I didn't complain about it. However... he soon wandered down on my body and started massaging where he wasn't allowed to touch me.. but I couldn't open up my mouth as I seemed to be in shock. I begged for my dad to turn around and see what his friend was doing... but he didn't because i wasn't able to beg loudly... just in my head.

I told my dad that I would wait in the car until he is finished repairing the TV. He said "yes", but didn't look at me while doing so. I went into the hallway to put my shoes on.. but as soon as I stood up, my dad's friend was standing there already. He pushed me to the wall and did stuff... and I was so scared and couldn't move or open up my mouth.... He then left to get a condom... and I ran outside and sat in the car until my dad came and drove me to my friend's where I finally broke down crying...