My Little Corner

I always liked this community. So, just want my own little corner here.

I guess I would have gone home a long time ago. God knows what He's doing, though, and I'm sure glad He never just lets me run around like I don't have a home or hope. My professor responded (so could not have been her, though) saying something that made me chuckle.

It was more like she was telling me that I better come back. Like everyone knew today was "supposed" to be some day something happened. Whatever... God knows what He is doing and He always goes before me. So, not worried. (Anymore? Ha!)

Everyone is always talking about someone else. I just feel like I'm the only one who doesn't care about that stuff. Yeah, there are horrible stuff here... and people who really do not care about destroying every little peice of you... but I just don't think He's blind to any of that or just sitting somewhere far away laughing and sitting still not waiting for the time He knows is perfect.

Okay, so life hurts. People hurt. People hurt others. Still...

He hasn't forgotten. He's not dead. He's not weak. He's not stupid. He's not cruel.

I see Him everywhere (except maybe in the spiders that wanna jump out of corners and stuff, except for the one that dropped down from the ceiling right next to me on my desk like I was Little Miss Muffett!). I see Him in everybody, even if they are being total butt holes. Like, I can see someone's whole face covered in the scariest stuff, but I know they are only standing up because Him and no one else (and they are lucky), no matter if they give Him credit or not!

Man... life can be pretty dang horrible. But, every day He shows EVERYONE He is there and He hasn't forgotten. Even if the entire world forgets... I just hope He hides me until that is over. Put me in the corner, a pocket, a cupboard, a shadow or a dang BLACK HOLE that people say no one can go into or escape from. I know He can! So, I'd wait there! *Shrugs*

Anyway... I just like this little tiny corner...

If He wants, when HE wants.. He can find me anywhere. Until then... I am about to eat a freaking CUPCAKE BECAUSE THEY ARE FREAKING AWESOME!!!!!!

:-D