My life is over.
I post this message with one final bit of hope and to tell my story just in case something happens to me. I moved to Florida to better my life and it has turned into a living nightmare. I started getting sick about 6 years ago. Got robbed of my business and started to deteriorate. Ultimately I got with a girl who I thought was different and like an idiot had two kids with her who already had three with someone else. I even took in her brother who poisoned my mind and his wife now who is a drug abuser poisoned me under my own roof all while my girlfriend cheered on my death. Not like the relationship.would work.with someone else's family constantly involved. Now I am crippled, broke, in agonizing pain all the time and can barely move, constantly injuring myself and fainting. All people did was drive me.to.the ground, rob and abuse me. Now being nothing to the one who I cared for and being told.to.overdose myself. Every waking minute is hell for me.
I'm so sorry that this has happened to you. Had you ever considered moving back home and be with the people who you trust and love?
Have nobody left unfortunately. No family that cares. Im alone and can't find a person who will make time or care.
Actually have an estranged mother that wants to take my home, children and have me put away.
Haveyou ever considered joining a support group and talk to someone who understands your situation? Or haveyou ever considered contacting social workers of some sort who can help with your situation? There's always someone who is willing to listen. You just need to find that right person.
I need to do something, can't seem to go on like this being so sick and alone. Really need help.
Good! Knowingthat you need/want to change is a good start. Next, perhaps you can start searching for any support groups near where you live so you can find someone whois willing to listen and will be able to understandyour situation and struggle.
I was a poverty counselor for years and administered several aid programs in Tampa. Your best bet first is to know the YMCA is a place you can find shelter if you need to. Goodwill and especially the Salvation Army. These are only temporary places but consider it a support place to go. If you are of any religion, Catholic charities are always willing to help someone who needs help and wants to change their life.
Do not consider friends that you think hate you will not help. Some can turn around and be the best of friends when they see your situation. The phrase "How can I warm thee if thy heart be cold" comes to mind. Keep a warm heart and look for warmth from others..
Most of all, do not give up hope. Call the help lines posted here and in your local area. Often they know of agencies that provide help for those in need. Charitywatch.org has a list of them in your area.
Learn to breath through your belly and get out of that stress posture.
I have wounds too and at times can barely walk. And I have been there too with depression and stress. Know it's temporary and there is a solution. I tell myself all this every day.
Hi, I am new to this. The title my life is over is apropo to how I am feeling right now. I feel like a person all alone in a world that doesn't really care. I feel so much pain and anguish. Most nights I cry myself to passing out. I feel I don't belong. All my so called friends have viciously betrayed me and told vicious lies. When I say ALL I mean ALL. No one left but me. I think it is time to check out.
Hi there. The best thing you could do is remove yourself from the situation. Get your own place. The longer you live with these people they will drag you down.
If you can't get out right away, take long walks or drives to clear your head. Stop to notice if the sun is shining. Let the sun shine down on you. It will energize you. Leave all the issues at your home.
It is important that you remember you come first. You need to get yourself stronger. You have a family. Your 2 children. You need to get yourself better, & stronger for them.
I have been where you are. I have lived with a person that made my life hell. I was calling homeless shelters trying to get away. Eventually, it was myself that got away.
I still have issues. But I take them one day at a time.
Get out of this relationship. There is someone else for you out there. Someone better. Someone who will treat you better
And HEY!!! I am always available to listen, or just to chat. Send me a PM.
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Feel free to connect with me my friend if you would like to discuss this further.There is always light in the midst of shadows.