My story

Hello, my name is Ryan and I thought it would help if I let out the events that happened when I was younger,

It started when I was around 1 and a half, my sister, (a new born around 3 months old) died of cott death. Which is when a baby dies in their sleep, and the doctors have no idea why.

This made my mom and dad break up and we moved 4 and a half hours away from all my family. Due to my farther trying to take me and my sisters away from my mother.

my mother met up with a new man, Ill call him John.

john was a great replacement farther at day, but at night he was a heavy, angry drinker. He was very aggressive and angry all the time. And has constantly broken, abused the house.

this got worse when he aimed towards my mother, going as far as breaking her arm. In my life. I have phoned the police more than 30 times because of this man.

i have 2 sisters, Im the youngest out of 3. My older sister moved out after becoming pregnant at 16, she could not look after her and the baby. She we took full custodyz. Although we love the little man, this broke the family bond we had. My older sister moved into prostitution and started smoking class A drugs

while my other sister started hallucinating, later being diagnosed with schizophrenia and severe depression. She self harms daily. And although I would never dream of harming myself. I dont blame her.

i have more. But 1200 limit

i wonder what is the reason for living, because being truthful. Im not enjoying it.