Naked in front of class

This was/is one of my saddest and hardest experience i ever had in my life.

I was 10 years old, a 6th grader happy as a child learning to grow up, my best said she was sorry for treating me bad and we made up the first day of my school. She was my class teacher, i thought she was a nice person so eager to learn science. My first day was my only sunny day that year.

School start,lesson beginned, she seemed like a nice person but became the most feared person when i was young.I was an average student. I like to enjoy and study, to keep my cheerfulness always. I never liked home works, and no one at home questioned about it so i was free.

As days went by she(my class teacher) started to notice me. My only mistake i can say is i never did my home work, but i studied at my pace. Things started to get worse, she began to beat me and humiliate me. All i could remember is standing there everyday as she was beating me and wishing had my mom next to me with tears in my eyes, i can still feel it. i was scared and wanted to run away from school everyday. This kept getting worse, she kept picking on me for the most smpliest thing, talk to me in a scary tone. i couldn't tell my parents as i was scared and no one is going to listen to me. I lost hope, fear crippling me. In the end came to hate studies.

I can't write everything as i was young and forgot most of it, but this was one of traumatic experience i could never over look no matter how much i tried. I wish to speak out to that teacher and say she was totally unfair and caused seemily an amount of distress in me. Still they are good to speak about, but not an option I'm willing to go for as i don't want to force my pain onto her. As a teacher she did not teach me much,the regets are high in me. I still feel worthless because of this one experience. No matter how much i speak i cannot change what has happened. It is a story that can be read and not be edit.

I don't know if i should cry about it or laugh about it or just walk away from it.