PTSD/Depression/Anxiety/No Hope
Good Morning-
My name is Suzzie and I have had these issues for 10 years. Since my senior year in high school. And right now I am just lost, I feel like I have no hope, no momentum anymore. I live with my wonderful boyfriend but I have no one else to talk to and sometimes it is hard to talk to him because he just makes it worse. I have a job that I hate and I only took it because I needed work and I feel like I could do so much more but the job market doesn't make me feel like it. I can't take many medications because my lovely body likes to have allergic reactions and I just think that I am stressing myself out. My family and I are not that close and one year ago I up and moved to what I thought would be a better place ( with my boyfriend) but I feel like I have more times where I am unhappy then happy.
Ok I over talked. Sorry!!! Lots on my mind!!!
I feel the same way you do. Although my family is near by I only talk to my Mom and Grandma occasionally. Most of my family is not close and most of my family don't even care if I exists. I don't have any close friends or anyone I can talk to about anything. I do have my husband but most of the time I feel like I'm talking to a wall or he just doesn't understand.
It sucks not having someone to talk to... Just to vent and then be ok...
