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I met a guy online from tinder who I started talking to back in late January, it started with him wanting a friend or a cuddle buddy and me starting with wanting nothing to do with hookups with strangers, I just wanted a friend. I am a 22 year old virgin, never experienced any relationships/hookups or even kissed a guy. He is 27, he has experienced many relationships and hookups. Eventually it got deeper and we started talking sexually through texts to each other and we role played situations which he loved. He ended up wanting to learn about a kink relationship and have one with me where I was his baby girl and he was my daddy. I was curious and I wanted to try things out with him as well. I felt he was someone I could confine in as he talked to me everyday, every night and even sometimes on the phone for a month. He wanted to know things about me and listened to my stories, he wanted some type of relationship with me and even talked about traveling places with me eventually. The day ends up coming and I meet him in person and he is very quiet and I felt uncomfortable, I confided in him that I would be very scared and I probably wont talk. Which he understood. We ended up having consensual non penetrative sex and I walked away feeling taken advantage of. In texts we talked about consent but in Person he barely spoke to me. In some acts I agreed to but there was a time where I cried in the bed and he hugged me. Then in the middle of the night he comes in between my legs and rubbed his bare penis against my vagina, while I was half way asleep. The next day in texts he said I told him he could do it, despite him saying he was dreaming of cigarettes. I felt used and he said that he didnt wanna speak to me anymore and that he genuinely wished me the best. I feel used and I cant accept my emotions. I dont what to do.
@powerfulHuman6475 First off, its not your fault and im so sorry. i understand. a guy in my freshman cass sexually assalted me and touched me in ways i was not comftorble with. i told him to stop twice, but he didnt listen. we were sitting next to each other and he kept toching my leg through the holes in my jeans and kept curessing my backside and wouldent leave me alone about it. and whenever he wasent doing that, he was asking for sex and i kept saying no. i did not tell a teacher because i was scared and ashamed and i still am. im sorry about what happened, but what he did was not ok. you desurve someone who is gonna treat you right. first thing you can do is talk to people. get help, and talk to someone about it. its hard to deal with i understand, but you are not alone and you will never be.
@happydays447 yeah it is extremely difficult I am trying to stay strong. He was not who I thought he was.
@powerfulHuman6475 *sending you hugs* i hope your doing better, you are strong and amazing :)
