Small Steps

There have been some horrible times in my life, but we've all been there. Some of the things can be easily spoken about, and those are things I'll never remember. The one thing that has always affected me though was the one thing I was never supposed to speak about because it could cause some things to happen that at the time I was against happening. I felt extreme guilt about the fact that I never did what was right, or maybe what some people would see as right. I've come to realize that things from the past can't be changed and that I should stop dwelling on it. A lot of people have told me to seek help, and I always declined for fear of judgment because I was never supposed to discuss these things. Those things I won't talk about are the things affecting my relationships, and it's hurting those I love, and they told me to get help again. Well, I don't have the courage to talk to someone face-to-face, but I did the research, and I found this website, and I'm hoping that maybe it can help me get to the place I want to be.