Thoughts
I'm not sure how this is going to go but I should probably give it a try. Don't use my voice very often but I'm choking inside so have to get some of this crap out......
I have survived the first day at my new workplace
why did I have to be the one to move?
scared
what if I am totally useless and mess this place up too?
am I really rubbish at my job? Surely I would have an inclination if I was?
does 19 years service count for nothing? Am I being punished?
lost and alone
I have no one I can turn to
Hard to trust when all you know is hurt and rejection
So much going on inside but it's all jumbled and knotted together
scared I will end up back in the dark place, can't fight it again....
@crimsonLime6525
Just wanted to say Merry Christmas Lime ❤️
You've been in my thoughts - I hope you're doing ok
Just wanted to say you've popped into my thoughts a few times. Hope you're doing ok
@crimsonLime6525 It's been forever since I've visited your space here. I hope that where ever you are and what ever you're doing you've found some light and hope and hopefully alittle peace
Sending lots of love to you Lime ❤️
Existing……
@crimsonLime6525 Lime! I can't begin to tell you how nice it is to see you! 💜
@mytwistedsoul been some time since I’ve been around
@crimsonLime6525 It has been a long time. How are things in your world?
@mytwistedsoul as you can tell I’m still a but of a coward….i post then run away again.
@crimsonLime6525 But you return eventually. That shows a lot of courage. 💜