Trauma made me a sadist?
xenomilk
April 18th, 2018
I often fantasize about doing horrible things like torturing and murdering the bad people from my past and my abusers. Its satisfying to imagine them suffering knowing how much they destroyed me. I thought these were intrusive thoughts at first but then I realised I actually get off to this. Whats wrong with me???
Booklover95
April 18th, 2018
@xenomilk
Getting off I can't say is natural, at least I never heard about it?
But thoughts of hurting the abusers is natural in trauma victims.
Sorry that I can't help more is the first time hearing this. I hope someone else replies here to help you more.
