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Hi,

I have been abuse and neglected my entire childhood. I am the black sheep of my family. Because of this I was not and still not able to do a lot of things I wanted to do in my life. My sibling is the favorite. I am now older and looking back. Everyday every moment my family still treat my sibling as the favorite and me like the black sheep and are indenial of it. I am trying to find practical ways to forgive my family and practical everyday every moment ways to not be jealous of what my sibling was able and is able to do in life because my sibling did not go through abuse and neglect. Have any tips? Greatly appreciated.

Thank you.