update on my situation.

For the ones that know me know I had many bad experiences in bullying , an abusive relationship and sexual hassault from the same relationship. This made me terrified of young people, specially guys.

But today I did something I never thought. I actually talked to a guy. Well, he started the conversation but I didn't even anxious or nervous at all. And he even sat next to me in class.

As someone who has been isolated for YEARS this was so good to me. I am not talking to people again and that alone is amazing, but guys? I can talk to males without being terrified.

I just wanted to post this thread to maybe give some motivation to people who struggle with trauma similar to this.

Please keep working and never lose hope. You can do it :)

p.s- I know is a small update but thought was still worth it.