Cptsd.. what else..?
i have a number of things wrong with me to be honest and Cptsd seems to be the number one thing that just has me right around it’s little finger. i has a very odd and weird childhood and for some of it i was abused my a parental figure/authority. i’ve been bullied and tormented and everything else you can think of sadly. life hasn’t exactly been the easiest for me and now here i am almost 19 years old and struggling with my mental health MORE THAN EVER BEFORE! it’s scary, terrifying even. i feel so drowned and overwhelmed. idk what to do or not to do. i’m scared. will i ever get out of this hole before it closes up on me?
@diplomaticClementine7410
i understand that hole your in. I'm so sorry. I had a terrible childhood, suffered freeze response, disassociation, bullying at work over the years, a s. assault situation, my list is very long. I know from being in therapy for the last couple years my childhood abuse set me up for being an easy target for more abuse type situations. I wish I could go back to 19 and get myself into a good therapist, I could have had a better life. Made better choices, accomplished More in career and finance situation. Wow I made some bad choices. I grieve my lost self, lost choices, and lost opportunities.
I have CPTSD, depression, anxiety. I ran through my life in fear without any help. I guess I didn't know what to do back at your age but I'm sharing with you hoping my story of pain and struggle helps you in some way. It's brave to reach out for help.
Best 💜 ABB
