Help...

TW// su!c!de and s*xual abuse.

I was mentally and emotionally abused, and hit by my best friend...

For 3 years, Phoenix was the only friend i had... I was naive and didnt notice every single red flag. Like they wouldnt pay attention to me when i vented, or they would make up lies about me and put me down to impress someone. They claimed i sexually assulted them, when i didnt do anything to them!! if anything they s*xually assulted me by teasing my feminine parts when i told them to stop, several times.

But they claimed i was physically abusing them, because i would playfully bite them, whearas they would slap me and punch me or kick me when i did something minor incorrect.

they claimed i was mentally abusing them because i would ask questions!! They made up so many lies about me, and called me horrible because i am polyamorous, and would always put me down, expeccially when i was having a good day. i would say something like 'Oh i look so good today' and they would reply with 'No you dont, you look like garbage'

and several times they would tell me to go cut myself and k!ll myself, and then claimed i did that to them.

And another thing that ticks me off, is that they would 'forgive me' just to mentally abuse me again, and tell me i forced them.

and i have a mental disorder where i have several people living in my head, concious life forms... Its NOT DID or OSDD. And Phoenix pretends to have DID just so they can abuse me, and claim it was an 'alter' i know they are faking because they just started doing this a year ago. and pretend they have the mf-ing DreamSMP running around in their head.

they also make everyone of my friends uncomfortable or mentally abuse them, or they steal my friends from me by saying horrible lies about me.

They caused me to lose so many friends, and anything involving them, triggers me and causes me to spiral out of control.....

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