Lost
When i was a little boy, i fell down a hill and cracked my head on the edge of a large rock. I was sure i was going to dxe, i walked for a while with insane amounts of blxod pouring from my head to inside where my mum was and passed out on the stairs outside. I woke up in our house and was no longer viewing things from my own eyes but rather from outside my body, i was watching myself as my mother changed my clothes to take me hospital and i could clearly see myself. I looked different than what i regularly saw myself. I then don’t remember anything else which happened. This experience makes me feel strange and as if i am no longer alxve or something, I'm not sure and it’s my first time sharing.
I am not an expert in giving pieces of advice but I just want you to know that you are heard. It is really hard to take a big adjustment from the way we used to be and the things we used to do. Nonetheless, what have been changed couldn't take away your worth to live. You still have the capability to do something good for yourself, for your family, and for those people around you. You are amazing ! And if you feel that you ate stranger to your own self then you may start creating new impressiona to yourself-something that is more optimistic, more alive, more responsible and more goodlooking than before. Continue to see the goodness in you ! God bless you ! 😊
