My Story

I grew up and everyone thought my parents were angels. Behind closed doors it was so different. I know why it happened it was a punishement, I was 10 and I pushed my brother out of a tree and he passed away because of me. From this point onwards my life was turned upside down everyday I was beeten and locked in my room this turned into being sexually abused nearly everyday. When I was 16 i tried to kill my self and ended up in hospital for a year, whilst there a nurse took advantage of me and others and I just felt worse and worse. I was discharged and returned to my parents after a year just to go back to what the same situation.

I left my parents at 18 and havent spoken to them since. I have CPTSD, and its getting worse, I cant function , I cant sleep and i dont know what to do.