PTSD From Disturbing Pictures

(TW)Towards the end of last year I started seeing and dreaming about some disgusting disturbing images that I saw god knows when. But I remember blaming myself and being so uncomfortable in my own skin. I withdrew myself from the world for 2 weeks until I finally spoke to my sister about it. She comforted me and told me that I was experiencing PTSD. I felt hopeless for awhile like no one would love someone with my ptsd trauma. During this period I found this app and a wonderful therapist who helped me. I’m not ashamed of it any more but it does suck when it gets bad like as in today. I know tomorrow will be better for right now I feel uncomfortable and out of it. I know it’ll pass soon just needed to vent a bit to help me 😞