Response to Bullying and What I've Done

I got cancelled online because of negative sexual desires and mentally harmed someone because they were stressed about me coming back and dragging them into depression problems of the community. I may have not dragged him and if I did I didn't mean any harm. I'm still a good person. After or around these things we got a new dog and I don't like his barking. It's only him. This may be because of the things that happened. I've been in foster care for years and I may want my mom back. That may also be causing stuff.