So much abuse in one person

When I was but a baby I was taken away from my parents and placed in foster care. I did not know this until I turned 7 in the foster care system, when I got adopted. There I was raped by my own adopted brother for six long years. Later I learned that I was taken away because I was sexual abused and physically abused. I got into fights during this time, that I now know was a way of acting out. That is until I became the one who was being bullied.

When I became an adult my longest relationships were abusive, minus the one I am in now. I suffered from depression, anxiety, and PTSD in both my waking and sleeping hours. It wasn't until recently that I found out what triggered that sort of thing. The abusive relationships did, also known as toxic relationships. When I left the bad relationship I went on a path of self-discovery and even rekindled with an ex from my childhood and now we have a beautiful daughter together. I don't have anymore depression, anxiety, or PTSD. All of it went away because I changed my negative thinking in positive thinking. It wasn't easy and took me four years to really master it. The best phrase I told myself was I can and I will do this for myself.