Struggling
I have been struggling horribly with everything. I have so much being thrown at me. I don’t even know where to start.
I get it I'm so bad today I cannot stop crying. My pain is so awful and I cannot get up from under it even with meds. I'm sorry, i feel you. ABB( CPTSD/MDD)
hello Princess and Blackberry92:
I am so sorry to hear that the two of you are having such a difficult time coping with all the chaos going on in your lives. Yet I am so glad that you are here reaching out for someone to listen and to express what you are going through. I am sorry it took this length of time to respond to your post.
Nevertheless, this is a place where you can just be who you are and express those things that are holding us captive by depression and anxiety. I get it, I too am here because I suffer from CPTSD. It is terrible but we must keep persevering.
Finding a good forum is very helpful or clicking on some of the chat rooms to get more support.
You Are Not Alone 
PS. I am ScarletPear1945