TW bullying trauma and ptsd
In my life I have been through childhood trauma by my parents my mother also when through trauma but never got it treated so she inflicted it on me I am the oldest child and a girl growing up I always either beaten up or locked up in a dark bathroom my parents often fought with each other and and me and my siblings would be ignored in school I got betrayed by my friend and later she and other girls of my class started bullying me I felt betrayed these were the people who are sapose to love right since the beginning of this year I figured out I have trauma anxiety ptsd and ocd
sounds tough sorry to hear that
@lovingShade1885...I'm so sorry to hear about your suffering with this situation. I can relate very well( past childhood abuse, assault and bullying). The best thing I did was get professional help. If your still in school there's usually counseling ppl available for students for free. They can teach ways for you to cope with what's happened. Bullying is a seriously detrimental act that can pervade your sense if self and self worth. I've been there and that's what happened to me, and it's really awful. You are not at fault, the bullies are trying to make themselves feel better. Sick I know. Reaching out for help is a big scary step, but starting here on 7 cups is a safe start. Your not alone and ppl here care. Some of the listeners here are pretty amazing and it's free. They helped me alot. Best to you 💜 ABB
Dear, this is my story too.. I am in my late 20s.. I doubt my brother and I have PTSD and anxiety. He has some cognitive problems too. My parents would be suddenly kind and loving if I behave "properly" , then suddenly burst out start to cuss on me. My mother is a narcissist. My father enables that. My brother is the golden child. Me black sheep. She used to beat me till I'm in my early 20s. She still continues to emotionally manipulates me. She separated me and my brother that we don't have a good relationship. I used to cry myself to sleep and wake up in the middle of the night and cry. I thought I'm a bad person and deserve all. I have anxiety, PTSD, OCD. I'm so scared of making mistakes. Like if I control everything externally, how people perceive me, how clean my house is I feel safe or protected. No everything is a lie.. So you are not alone.