Abondenment

In my childhood my parents fight with each other i was always in fight/ flight or freeze mode mostly i was freezed i left my lower half of body and start panic and anxious my father seprate me from my mother for month or days at that time i was frighten..feeling of no please no don't do this massive resistance in my head tried to control things through people pleasing or yes pattern saying yes to everybody so that i become safe.i have a fear of height and confrontation but now i wanted to tell my self that my past is past i can change it through change the story.everything happen for a reason now i am able to let go all abondenment wounds and becoming my greatest version